Weapon Of Indifference

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Sometimes you just gotta pen down all your frustration out on a Word Doc!!! I’m not here to pen down my frustration to gain sympathy or for people to ask me ‘what happened, can we help & all’
Don’t take it the wrong way I am not being a Snob! It’s just I got witnessed to this blog last week and if I could I would have just let out all my thoughts, my anger on that blog comment section or on my own blog for that matter,right at that moment…. but I didn’t!
I think someone has to be a matured one! Well which is highly unlikely from me so…. SCREW IT! I’ll just vent out my frustrations right out here! I DON’T CARE!
Some guys should understand that they are not the only one giving it their all in a relationship…you can’t be self obsessed  narcissist!
When you’re doing something for your other half that’s great; but If you want to call attention to your good deed then it isn't a good deed, it's a self-serving one.
Why?
 Not only have you patted yourself on the back but you're fishing for others to do the same.
The same goes to Sympathy!
Posting a “Move On” blog and keep on shoving it in front of your ex’s face….and also sending it to friends to read it….well I don’t care bout sending it to friends…its his choice!
But your ex! That’s just ….LAME-O!
I have had a blog for 3 years …and never have I told about my blog to anyone! I guess I have onlli told it to one guy…and now my ex…
I just told him I have a blog…and he instantly dug up my blog and started judging my posts! It was all in a jiffy!

According to him, my previous post is to my current boyfriend! Who is he you say?
Well apparently, every guy with whom I spend most of my time with is my boyfriend! So that concludes with me having 10-15 boyfriends, changes every week! You know on rotational basis!
Cuz that’s what I do…I don’t have any other work!

I know I shouldn’t post stuff like this and show that I am affected by it…but im not gonna lie….i am affected by it…n u knw wat tht affect is “HULK EFFECT!”
I AM SO F***ING ughhhhhh……but im bigger than that! Ill jus crush him with my weapon of indifference! & to b frank its working! i seriously dont care anymore! 

I am happy the way I am now! My life is finally starting to fall in places after I got out of this mess…I am not trying to show myself as unaffected and stone -hearted! I am just saying…I don’t mind in this situation where I am now!


I AM LIBERATED!

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