C'est La Vie

Heading home from meeting my BFF, I was  extremely  happy as I always am after I meet him. Hopping on the train, I was hoping my Christmas and New Years Eve will be a blast as my friend was mentioning he'll probably be back from his work and that we can plan something.  As I was traveling back home, late night I just remembered what happened to me last year on New Year's Eve. As  usual , I thought this year my new year's eve will suck. I didn't have any plans whatsoever. Even my then boyfriend had plans with his friends. He did request me to tag along but I had no interest in barging in on his boy gang. Meanwhile, I kept on asking other people about their plans, sounding like a desperate loser :P  but I  couldn't  help but feel deranged as all others had awesome plans and I was stuck at home only to come out of my house at 12 midnight to wish my neighbors "Happy New Year" and go back home to watch a late night movie, on m...

I want you to know that I am all yours! I want you to know when you look at me I feel I am the luckiest girl in the world. I want you to know that when you cook for me, I feel really bad as I’m not that great cook but happy at the same time because you don’t mind cooking for me. I want you to know that I love the long walks with you, because you tell me things which make me feel on top of the world. I want you to know that I hate the fact that you live so far away from me, but the distance has never been a problem to me! I want you to know that I hate it when you spend on me. It makes me feel bad and I feel special at the same time! Weird! I know! I want you to know that I love when you know I don’t like you spending on me and always assure me that it’s not a big deal. I want you to know that I feel like a million bucks when I’m in your arms! I want you to know that I do things not because you might love me more but because I want to do them for you!...

teri aankhon ki namkeen mastiyaan  teri hansi ki beparwaah gustakhiyaan teri zulfon ki lehrati angdaiyaan nahi bhoolunga main jab tak hai jaan, jab tak hai jaan  Your Mischevious Eyes Your Insolent Laughter,  Your Wavy Hair, I'll not forget,  As long as I live...as long as I live tera haath se haath chhodna  tera saayon se rukh modna  tera palat ke phir na dekhna  nahin maaf karunga main,  jab tak hai jaan, jab tak hai jaan... Your hand slipping from mine, Your shadow turning its gaze,(from mine) Walking away without turning... into a haze. I will not forgive... As long as I live….as long as I live baarishon mein bedhadak tere naachne se baat baat pe bewajah tere roothne se, chhoti chhoti teri bachkani badmashiyon se, mohabbat karunga main Jab tak hai jaan, jab tak hai jaan.. Your dancing freely in rains, You getting angry on small things without reason, Your small, childish ...

I hate the way you talk to me,  and the way you cut your hair. I hate the way you drive my car,  I hate it when you stare.  I hate your big dumb combat boots  and the way you read my mind.  I hate you so much it makes me sick, it even makes me rhyme.  I hate the way you’re always right,  I hate it when you lie.  I hate it when you make me laugh, even worse when you make me cry.  I hate it when you’re not around,  and the fact that you didn’t call.  But mostly I hate the way I don’t hate you,  not even close… not even a little bit…  not even at all. (Poem from 10 Things I Hate About You )

Sometimes you just gotta pen down all your frustration out on a Word Doc!!! I’m not here to pen down my frustration to gain sympathy or for people to ask me ‘what happened, can we help & all’ Don’t take it the wrong way I am not being a Snob! It’s just I got witnessed to this blog last week and if I could I would have just let out all my thoughts, my anger on that blog comment section or on my own blog for that matter,right at that moment…. but I didn’t! I think someone has to be a matured one! Well which is highly unlikely from me so…. SCREW IT! I’ll just vent out my frustrations right out here! I DON’T CARE! Some guys should understand that they are not the only one giving it their all in a relationship…you can’t be self obsessed  narcissist! When you’re doing something for your other half that’s great; but If you want to call attention to your good deed then it isn't a good deed, it's a self-serving one. Why?  Not only have you patted yourse...

I want to be single with you . I want you to go have a beer with your friends, for you to be hung-over the next morning and ask me to join you anyway because you feel like having me in your arms, for us to nuzzle against one another. I want to talk in bed in the morning about all sorts of things, but sometimes, in the afternoon, I want us to decide to take different paths for the day. I want you to tell me about your evenings with your friends. To tell me that there was a girl at the bar who gave ​​ you the eye. I want you to send me text messages when you're drunk with your friends, for you to tell me unimportant things, just so you can be assured that I think of you, too. I want us to laugh while we're making love. For us to we start laughing because we're trying new things and it just doesn't make sense. I want us to be with our friends, for you to take me by the hand and take me to another room because you cannot take it anymore and you feel like right the...

Have u ever had dreams that you almost feel like it’s really happening, in fact so much so, that even after waking up you feel it  has happened! Happens to me all the time!!! I remember once having a dream that I and my friend argued and that we aren't in talking terms! I didn't talk to him for days and he asked me what sup and I replied “oh how come you talking to me now? And he was confused as to what the heck was I talking about? And that made me even more angry and then he called up and asked! I explained to him and there was a long pause on the call and he finally spoke “You should go visit the DOC” I said “OK THEN, You should see a bloody shrink” “What is wrong with you? Whatever your saying nothing happened!  I think u dreamt it you fool!” And then I didn't say a word! also realized he was right; and that would also explain why we were in my old home wen we argued! Lolz Every once in a while I wake up and ask mom if she did or say anything and ...

I still remember the day i had talked to you! it was like after a year i replied to ur msg! u had askd me if i was from South! I didnt even know there was a others folder that existed in FB! thnkfully that day i just wanted to go through the chat with my Ex! Just wanted to revive those memories...but anyways it made me talk to you though!!! 100s of messages in the others folder n i talked to you somewhow! hahaha newayssssss.... i was a bit freaked out when we friended eachother on FB cuz i had nvr really frnded a stranger! n initially i was always so skeptical about this whole deal! But we became quite good frnds and talked alot and then u made a smart but STUPID  decision of deactivating FB! hell how am i supposed to talk to u now?  It really annoyed me to talk to u in twitter and i was so annoyed by u too! n thn  i downloaded BBM which was equally annoying (-_-) as i had ZERO ppl (xcpt u ) in BBM list! n thn i deleted it! Sometimes i always felt like i was bori...

Does anyone turn on their CPU with their feet? If u say "NO" either your CPU is right up in your face or YOU ARE A LIAR!!! Everyone does that!!!  I've been doing it for years and I guess my mom never noticed it, she shouted at me yesterday for doing that! "Are you crazy? how can you disrespect the Computer like that?" goes my mom, with a puffed up face.  I gave her this Confused Look (o_O) (o_o) (-_-)  "What are you talking about???? " "Dont you have manners? Do you also place your feet on your books? You do know you aren't supposed to place your feet in whatever you gain help and knowledge from! This is the last time you do it OK?!" I was confused and I was thinking to myself, my mother who criticizes the computer for my laziness and my studies, my career and my HEALTH TOOOOOO! (¬_¬) yaa you heard it right!!! HEALTH TOO, is so pissed by the fact that I "kicked" my computer! Few weeks ago i had given an interview and ha...

i am so much in love with singapore! n i totally miss it right now!!!!

Oh Anthonio, My Anthonio, Was I ever more than just a face in the crowd? Did you even know my name? Did you ever really care? Oh Anthonio, My Anthonio, Do you ever wonder why or where I am now? Do you ever feel ashamed? Do you even feel a thing?