Neol Saranghae Isseoyo

"Where are you? What are you doing?"

These are things I always think about when I am away...

Never have i ever thought i will fall in love with you!



I'm writing a post not copying from someone else like others dont if I do copy paste it, I mention it at the start or at the end of the post


Anyways, doesn't matter. I was so heartbroken in love before that I couldn't fathom to fall in love with someone else. Even though i didnt do anything wrong except for choosing my own happiness I was blamed, tortured and got criticized for what I did.

The guy had portrayed himself like a god...innocent, sweet,naive (which i agree he was a bit but not sooo much) & telling people i was the one who broke his heart, I was the one who broke up with him.

No one knows my side of the story! He broke up with me! & yes, I won't deny the fact that he tried a lot to mend things with me, to try to get me back to make me understand.

But I'm sorry! There is a limit to breaking up with someone & a limit to "test" someones love! I put my foot down! I was done with being blamed on the basis of "articles" & assumptions. I have never cried so much in my life! He ruined my whole Singapore stay! gosh! The worst & best time of my life.

& you know what...i don't blame him! i blame myself! Opened myself too much to him! & that's ok! I  think we both learned a lesson!

I thank god for making me go through that phase and making me realize what i really wanted.

Currently i am immensely happy with how my life is going! Im so so happy!
Its amazing how a single person can change your perspective completely within few months of knowing each other! i have never felt so much support from anyone other than my sister!

I remember him at times like these. I know you should never compare people to each other. Its like comparing 5 fingers which are all different!

But idk i just do!

Dont think 'oh you still love him, that's y u think about him'
No Sir Noooooo

I just think when this person does something i instantly think..would he have done the same n i know he wouldn't!

For instance, i remember telling my ex a job i wanna do! n he had given me a bewildered look thinking it was stupid n asked me 'why would you wanna do that?' Later he did say 'Ok if it suits u'

But when i told this person! He was totally supportive & said 'that's nice you can do that' & literally started discussing about what more can you do in it, suggestions, advice!

& when i talked about the office, my ex used to get bored or even about family members. He didn't realize that whole day I was at office and my life kinda revolved around it & my friends in it! But he was like 'don't you have anythingelse to talk bout!? It's irrelevant! I can't relate to it....'
But this person listens, comments on it, but never did he once say 'y u talking to me about all this?'

Me going to meet him every single day  all the way to Navi Mumbai after tiring work at office is neglected, but him waiting for 2 hours is the BIGGEST nasty thing! (which happened only once, n i ws really sad about that; i remember he even said tht was the way to get out of the way, so that he cannot be mad at me) 

I dont want an applaud for going through travelling so much! i really really didn't mind! in fact i was happy to do so

but some people need to realize that there's not only one person who is giving it all in the relationship! you cant clap with a single hand!

i know i can be really heartless, rude & mean but hey i have a heart too! just because i am all that that doesn't mean i totally ignore the person who does things fr me! I still appreciate some things he has done for me!

But all that went down the drain, when he did hurtful things! All that became meaningless when he became ruthless sympathy gainer!

I have not read this particular post in his blog yet, cuz i know myself, if i do that i will be really really upset! but a little birdie tells me that yes he has blamed me wholly for what happened in the relationship & that I Dumped HIM!

To that I say "Yes! I am to be blamed!"  (C'mon Someone has to be an adult in this matter)

I am happy where i am today as I  have a wonderful sister &  a person with me to support me through hard times & give me motivation! 

& I hope my ex is content too.