A Letter to My First Internet Friend
I still remember the day i had talked to you! it was like after a year i replied to ur msg! u had askd me if i was from South!
I didnt even know there was a others folder that existed in FB! thnkfully that day i just wanted to go through the chat with my Ex! Just wanted to revive those memories...but anyways it made me talk to you though!!! 100s of messages in the others folder n i talked to you somewhow! hahaha
newayssssss.... i was a bit freaked out when we friended eachother on FB cuz i had nvr really frnded a stranger! n initially i was always so skeptical about this whole deal!
But we became quite good frnds and talked alot and then u made a smart but STUPID decision of deactivating FB! hell how am i supposed to talk to u now? It really annoyed me to talk to u in twitter and i was so annoyed by u too! n thn i downloaded BBM which was equally annoying (-_-) as i had ZERO ppl (xcpt u ) in BBM list! n thn i deleted it!
Sometimes i always felt like i was boring you n tht myb u didnt want to talk to me! i didnt want u to see me as a pile on! hhahah! but it was Ok! :) n thn FINNAAALLLLLYYYY U CAME ON WHATSAPP!!!
(ALL HAIL THE LORD)
& then we started that, every wednesday question thing which was so coool...thn u strtd getting busy again! n i didnt mind cuz somehw i knew...evn if we dont talk much ull always be there if i just type "manu manu manu manu manu manu"
hehehehhehe
Inititally i thought u were this perfect intellectual guy who ll find me the imperfect (but adorable ;) hehehe ) weird girl like me annoying! but u weren't uptight at all! you were understanding n i think amused by my personality! i liked that you werent weired out by me! hahaha
We talked soooo much! about travelling, about going up north, gooing to ladakh, going to northeast oh my god! we plan so many things!!! n i love to talk to you about all this, cuz wen i talk like this with my other frnds they give me this 'are-you-crazy' look (o_O)
Talking to you makes me happy, it sucks that sometimes we have long gaps of communication and sucks even more when i know u live fr away! (-_-")
i feel like i can talk to you without you judging me and i knw you would never! i feel secured knowing that if i tell u some of secrets ull never rat it out..cuz hey! who would u tell anyways hahaha!
i know this sound a bit cliché but if we were in the same city i bet we would have been AWESOME frnds, like literally "4am Frnds!"
I really hope we meet up someday and go somewhere :)
Once in a while i think about how bad it is that our friendship is long distance, but somehow iv gained alot!
Iv gained a sense of understanding,enough to know that we have our own "real life" that we have to handle and cant stick to our mobiles ALL the time (but still i gt fidgety sometimes)
Iv gained a supersonic hearing where, wenever chandigarh is mentioned i quickly turn my head! that place has automatically become kinder to me! hahahaha
Iv gained perspective! i admit to feeling jealous from time to time when you mention a new friend :P or places u going or places you going with your frnds (^_^")
Iv also gained being patient (but that will take hell of a long time)
You are an ambitious person, mature and quite influential too...You never look down upon me and i know you never will! you have never misjudged me and were always there wenever i askd u for any advice!
Evrytime i said "lets go nepal" "lets go north east", your answer was always a positive one :)
and im surprised that you concluded so many things about me and almost all were right! and im glad that you know so much about me being so far!
Im really lucky to have you as a frnd! and i really really hope we meet! (fingers crossed) & i wish you all the best for your future endeavours (as long as it doesn't affect our communication)
I didnt even know there was a others folder that existed in FB! thnkfully that day i just wanted to go through the chat with my Ex! Just wanted to revive those memories...but anyways it made me talk to you though!!! 100s of messages in the others folder n i talked to you somewhow! hahaha
newayssssss.... i was a bit freaked out when we friended eachother on FB cuz i had nvr really frnded a stranger! n initially i was always so skeptical about this whole deal!
But we became quite good frnds and talked alot and then u made a smart but STUPID decision of deactivating FB! hell how am i supposed to talk to u now? It really annoyed me to talk to u in twitter and i was so annoyed by u too! n thn i downloaded BBM which was equally annoying (-_-) as i had ZERO ppl (xcpt u ) in BBM list! n thn i deleted it!
Sometimes i always felt like i was boring you n tht myb u didnt want to talk to me! i didnt want u to see me as a pile on! hhahah! but it was Ok! :) n thn FINNAAALLLLLYYYY U CAME ON WHATSAPP!!!
(ALL HAIL THE LORD)
& then we started that, every wednesday question thing which was so coool...thn u strtd getting busy again! n i didnt mind cuz somehw i knew...evn if we dont talk much ull always be there if i just type "manu manu manu manu manu manu"
hehehehhehe
Inititally i thought u were this perfect intellectual guy who ll find me the imperfect (but adorable ;) hehehe ) weird girl like me annoying! but u weren't uptight at all! you were understanding n i think amused by my personality! i liked that you werent weired out by me! hahaha
We talked soooo much! about travelling, about going up north, gooing to ladakh, going to northeast oh my god! we plan so many things!!! n i love to talk to you about all this, cuz wen i talk like this with my other frnds they give me this 'are-you-crazy' look (o_O)
Talking to you makes me happy, it sucks that sometimes we have long gaps of communication and sucks even more when i know u live fr away! (-_-")
i feel like i can talk to you without you judging me and i knw you would never! i feel secured knowing that if i tell u some of secrets ull never rat it out..cuz hey! who would u tell anyways hahaha!
i know this sound a bit cliché but if we were in the same city i bet we would have been AWESOME frnds, like literally "4am Frnds!"
I really hope we meet up someday and go somewhere :)
Once in a while i think about how bad it is that our friendship is long distance, but somehow iv gained alot!
Iv gained a sense of understanding,enough to know that we have our own "real life" that we have to handle and cant stick to our mobiles ALL the time (but still i gt fidgety sometimes)
Iv gained a supersonic hearing where, wenever chandigarh is mentioned i quickly turn my head! that place has automatically become kinder to me! hahahaha
Iv gained perspective! i admit to feeling jealous from time to time when you mention a new friend :P or places u going or places you going with your frnds (^_^")
Iv also gained being patient (but that will take hell of a long time)
You are an ambitious person, mature and quite influential too...You never look down upon me and i know you never will! you have never misjudged me and were always there wenever i askd u for any advice!
Evrytime i said "lets go nepal" "lets go north east", your answer was always a positive one :)
and im surprised that you concluded so many things about me and almost all were right! and im glad that you know so much about me being so far!
Im really lucky to have you as a frnd! and i really really hope we meet! (fingers crossed) & i wish you all the best for your future endeavours (as long as it doesn't affect our communication)
Nice. Very interesting and unusual. May be you both have fallen for each other. Isn't it?? . God bless you both.
ReplyDeleteWe both have fallen in love..but not with eachother :) But still close to eachother!
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